i've got a luverly bunch of coconuts dedledee...

Tue, 19 Jul 2005 01:17:18 GMT

she said
we gotta hold on
to what we got
it doesnt make a difference
if we make it or not
we got each other
and thats a lot
for love
well give it a shot

oh,we're halfway there
woah, living on a prayer
take my hand,
we'll make it i swear,
woah, living on a prayer.

damn i love bon jovi :P

Fri, 15 Jul 2005 01:22:19 GMT

wow.

i'm not doing too well with the keeping up the posts, Eh?

anyhoo, i now have a new job in corowa, with nice people and hot things (burnt my wrist owww). but it seems to be ok. am having a good time.

am slightly sick of people using me though. i refuse to drive anyone anywhere this weekend, this is me time lol. my turn to drink and have someone else look after me :D

anyhoo, looking foward to tonight. havent seem Jai for ages, so were catching up at the pub and then going to pauls 18th. should be a good night. apart fromt he extreme lack of money but i'll manage.

tel you what though, i am loving this weather. its wierd, but rain and drizel and wetness has always made me either content or cheerful. and i absaloutly love frost. (i like snow more but we dont get it here). theres nothing quite like waking up in the morning and having your caravan door frozen shut lol. and the puddles!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

argh, must dash off to the large amount of psych homework that is piling up before my very eyes, and then i need to go rehearse (ever time i say that word it reminds me of making fun of Mr Roy!!)for my part int he school production :D

catch ya later!
love love

Thu, 19 May 2005 02:34:41 GMT

hey guys. its me. yes, i am still alive. kinda busy and stuff, stressing, the usual. just being a normal 18 year old i spose. :D

sleep deprivation, yay.
homework, yay :P

its all good, cept i'm hungry and am putting off researching the Plague for my Biol assesment. yummy. not.

anyway, since my last post, i'm trying to find another job cos the new boss at the bakery is a bitch and hates us all for no reson, i missed a week of school and am still trying to catch up, been stabbed in the back by a so-called friend, and my grandad died. so its been kinda crazy, but i'm getting there. just it all had to happen at the same time, so i guess thats what threw me. but my pal took me out to the pub and we drank it up and hes been there for me so thats a good thing. and its slowly getting back to normal.

so thats me.

good news: tori amos has hit australia! yay

Thu, 21 Apr 2005 11:59:32 GMT

i would just like to add to my last post, the fact that i am a very very lucky person to know the people that i do.

for example: at a recent party that i went to, i got rather bevvied. had 8 smirnoff double blacks (so about 16 standard drinks) in a very short amount of time, plus i created (due to my smirnoff-ised state) - and drank - a concoction with ken that was goon(cheap wine, burbon, beer, vodka and various unidentifyable drinks (someone walks past and adds to the collection) inside an overly large tupperwear container. i then spilt much of it all over my lovely new top. now, at this point, Jaime got me another top, and put my goon-stained one in the wash. i then got drunken-depressed and Zach looked after me for the rest of the night and listened to my ramblings about how i've failed as a person and how i've let the world down. and i told him what i was afraid to tell anyone here due to their believing (or my believing they'd believe this)that i am pathetic and cant let go - that the one thing in life that has hurt me the most was walking away from my friends in glasgow. and that i didnt turn around and give them one last look cos i was scared that if i did that i'd shatter into a million pieces. Zach looked after me. he hugged me and told me it was all alright. we sat in the middle of the road and had a major deep and meaningful. he held me while i threw up and drove me home, made sure i was ok. Any normal people would have looked at me and said "Nicole, youre a tool, shut up."

and in the morning, he forgave me for being a drunken depressed loser. Jaime forgave me for having her boyfriend (Zach) follow me around all night, and for me throwing my shirt at her. Peta found and soaked my top so its as good as new, and she forgave me for spewing in her backyard. she even forgave me for eating all her twiggy sticks :D and the moral of the story is that my pals, here or in scottyland, are fcukin awesome.

and i just wanted the world to know that this planet is full of people who are beautiful in everyway.

Thu, 21 Apr 2005 11:43:32 GMT

i would now like to inform that I have officially got my probationary licence. which means i can drive by myself and man it feels good.

drove to beechworth today cos my brother had a crash and "betty's pretty hurt" (Betty is his car) and him an his girl are going to canberra so he needed to get to beechworth where she lives (theyre taking her car, btw :D)

so i took him. its a scary road that one, narrow, windy, uphill and i nearly got hit by some idiot flying around a corner on the wrong side of the road. but i didnt and i'm here and all the better for it. and there goes my studying out the window for today.

to update on my healthy lifestyle, this morning i went for a run/powerwalk. 45 mins. i'd say thats a half decent workout. i was riding my bike every morning but the tyres flat and i cant be bothered fixing it right now :D besides, you need some variety in your training. at the moment in PE we're doing training principles and methods and based on what were studying, i'll be able to figure out a personalised training plan for me. but for the moment i'm getting up at 6:30 every day (except weekends) and spending around and hour riding, powerwalking or jogging. and its working. i feel more energetic and healthy and what they say about endorphins must be true, cos i'm feeling hella good :D. an i tell ya what, early morning is a beautiful time of day.

also, after my little drinking cheap wine(aka dodgy plonk or goon)/burbon/beer/vodka/idont know what concotion out of a tupperwear container episode (well, it seemed like a good idea at the time) at Petas house, and the fact that i have my licence, i've given up alcohol for a month. when the months up i'll just take it easy.

and.... i know this seems like a lot, but i've also given up (for the moment) chocolate, dairy products, all pork/bacon/ham etc and most lollies. plus i am considering turning veggo for a while. cept its no use trying to explain this to my family cos they just laught at me ("i'll give you a week".."nah, she wont last that long")

so yeah. thats the life of me at the moment.

that, a zillion SAC's for school (exercising in the morning helps you get going better, i've found - helps me with school), work with the new boss, driving, and hockey. and i'm going camping this sunday night as monday is ANZAC day so no school. might drive into town for the march, tho. (ANZAC day is the memorial day for Australian and New Zeland Armed Corps - ie all the aussies/new zelanders who died in war)

and yeah. at the moment my only frustration is that hotmail and messenger do not work. but now i must go.

love yas all XX

Sat, 26 Mar 2005 11:11:37 GMT

watched Kill Bill last night. brought back fond memories of cinemas and someone i miss.
dreaming of home.
having a party tonight at which a friend decided to drive across town drunk and hit a fence. now my partys not looking so good. damn. told him not to drive so what does the bugger do?

and now his cars half pulled apart in my backyard in an attempt to see just how much damage hes done and its all a mess.

fuckit.

Sat, 19 Mar 2005 23:55:01 GMT

had the best conversation for a long time last night. had a deep and meaningful conversation with Sam, whos just come back from a year in denmark. and despite the fact that i was just a wee tiny bit drunk, it all made sense (or maybe it made sense because i was a wee tiny bit drunk) and he knew. he understood. it all made sense.

and it was good.

but i rang jen. and talked to her. it was wierd. good to hear you again jen. but then the phone cut out and i couldnt ring her back. apparently i'm only allowed to talk for 20 mins >:( and i cant make any more international calls untill i recharge my credit. and as i have $200 on my fone i dont think i'll be doing that soon...

but i got the message saying "you have 1 minute talk time left" after the phone hung up on her.

bugger.

Wed, 16 Mar 2005 03:48:56 GMT

school photo day. Joy to the world (or not)

Mon, 14 Mar 2005 10:26:13 GMT

todays thought:

i dont think i'd like the person i'd be today if i hadnt experienced everything that i have.

hmm..
so i take it my CD reached scotland..

and, joy of joys, theres a wee small chance i may be able to get cheap calls from my mobile to overseas.. must look into that.
i am feeling very deep and philosophical lately. and i've come also to the conclusion that i dont like someone at work (totally unrelated topic) but she is always swearing, for no reason. and i find that a bit intimidating in "the workplace" but she does it all the time in casual conversation and not just when she has real need to swear. which makes me sound like some prissy little posh girl or something, but i just dont like it.

anyhoo..

i'm ina wierd mood today. all the frustration this darned computer has given me has kinda dained me and all day i've been snappy when i didnt want to be. just in one of those broody, moody days, i spose.
hmm...
should sleep.

night XX

Mon, 07 Mar 2005 00:30:19 GMT

isnt it wierd how the smallest thing can trigger a ~~flood~~ tsunami of memories and emotions?

for example. i bit into a strawberry the other day. and that simple action made me think of someone who i used to "chuck lappies" (ie walk) around the school with, and the day that i was eating strawberries whilst walking and talking with this person, who is now away back in his own country and i miss. and that simple action of biting a strawberry brought back memories, happiness,content, missing-ness and a little sadness.

and also, everyday theres something. a song. some stray overheard word. a glance at one of the photos or trainticket lining my caravan walls. the feeling of a necklace chain the she gave me around my neck. but theres always something to remind me.

not only that, but theres so many things that i've picked up from the people i've met. Ideas, music tastes, words, mannerisms. so i, in myself, contain pieces of everyone who is important to me. dont you think its insanely wonderful how complex and yet so simple people are? which probably doesnt mak sense and i'm not quite sure how to explain that comment properly, but thats what i think. we, as humans, are both complex and simple.

anyway, i really must go now and leave my thughts for another day.
XX

Wed, 09 Feb 2005 11:40:51 GMT

I'm standing,
and i'm falling
and i'm singing an laughing and running and skipping
and dancing in the rain
all at once.

because

I am the sunshine,
i am the rain
and i am the moon and the stars and the crashing sea
I am the emotions of the world

and

i am me

i am a part of this world
yet nothing
i am a tear and a smile
i am the life that flows through us all
connected

to you
through you
just as you are to me.

><><><><><><><><><>

tis crap, i know.. :( but it was there and needed to be said by moi or id forget it. :D

hmm.. my news..

why is it that guys only want me for a friend?

have i got that "great friend but thats it" vibe sprouting profusly from me or something?

tis frustrating...

Fri, 04 Feb 2005 11:52:22 GMT

good times i've had lately:

last weekend, going down the pub with amanda, sarz and lewis. playing a crazy no-rules game of pool (last to get in the 8 ball wins, the rest is up to god) with the 4 of us and putting on music such as bon jovis living on a prayer, guns and roses sweet child of mine, and AC/DCs highway to hell.

also last weekend, going swimming at midnight. in the pool :D

new years morning.
getting ...closer... to a friend of mine.

school. catching up with just-returned-from-a-years-exchange-in-canada melissa, who i can have exchange-student talks with and SHE UNDERSTANDS!!!!

talkin to amanda and lewis :D

running around in the rain and jumping in puddles :D:D:D

and so on and so forth untill a very good mood :D

Wed, 26 Jan 2005 11:26:21 GMT

i have a habit of stealing random thingies from random people :P

A - Act your age – 18
B - Breast size – 14C (oz size)
C - Chore you hate – mowing lawns in summer
D - Dad's name - terrence (hehe)
E - Essential make up item – dont own any. couldnt care less.
F - Favorite singer – many...
G - Gold or silver – silver
H - Hometown – golburn, oz
I - Instruments you play(ed) – keyboard. flute. trombone
J - Job title – summer swim teacher & bakery girl.
K - Kids – NO
L - Living arrangements – mum, stepdad, bro, 2x sis. 2 dogs and 11 chooks.
M - Mum's name – heather
N - Number of people you've slept with – slept as in sleep or as in not doing much sleeping? ;)
O - Overnight hospital stays – nope
Q - Quote you like – "time has changed nothing al att, cos youre still the only one that feels like home" - missy higgins
R - Religious affiliation – ... none at the moment.
S - Siblings – 2 and 2
T - Time you wake up – when i open my eyes and say "hey, its lunchtime" lol
U - Underwear of choice – boyleg lacy ones and matching bras.
V - Vegetable you refuse to eat – not much, actually...
W - Worst habit – jumping to conclusions
X - X-rays you've had – teeth
Y - Yummy food you make – pasta
Z - Zodiac Sign – saggittarius

(x) snuck out of the house
( ) gotten lost in your city
(x) seen a shooting star
(x) been to any other countries besides ~~the united states~~ Ozstralia
( ) had a serious surgery
(x) taken a shower with a member of the same sex
(x) kissed a stranger
(x) hugged a stranger
( ) been in a fist fight
( ) been arrested
( ) done drugs
(x) had alcohol
( ) laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose
(x) pushed all the buttons on an elevator
(x) made out in an elevator
(x) swore at your parents
(x) kicked a guy where it hurts
(?) been in love
(x) been close to love
(x) been to a casino
( ) been skydiving
(x) broken a bone
( ) been high
( ) had sex
(x) given someone a bruise
(x) skinny-dipped
(x) skipped school
(x) flashed someone
( ) had oral surgery
( ) seen a therapist
( ) done the splits
(x) played spin the bottle
( ) gotten stitches
( ) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
(x) bitten someone
( ) been to Niagara Falls
(x) gotten the chicken pox
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(x) kissed a member of the same sex
( ) crashed into a friend's car
( ) been to Japan
(x) ridden in a taxi
( ) been dumped
( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
(x) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
( ) stole something from your job
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
( ) had a crush on a teacher
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
(x) been to Europe
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) been married
( ) gotten divorced
( ) been walked in on while have sex
( ) had children
( ) seen someone die
( ) been to Africa
(x) Driven over 400 miles in one day
( ) Been to Canada
( ) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(x) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
( ) Thrown up in a bar
( ) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
(x) Eaten Sushi
( ) kissed your cousin
( ) Been snowboarding
( ) Met someone in person from the internet
(x) Been moshing at a concert
( ) had real feelings for someone you knew only online
( ) been in an abusive relationship
( ) lost a child
( ) gone to college
( ) graduated college
( ) done hard drugs
( ) had oral sex
( ) tried killing yourself
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
( ) been kicked out of college
(x) ruined what could have been a great thing

Wed, 26 Jan 2005 10:47:42 GMT

am liking this song at the moment. i guess i can understand the sentiment, eh?

MISSY HIGGINS LYRICS

"Nightminds"

Just lay it all down. Put your face into my neck and let it fall out.
I know
I know
I know.
I knew before you got home.
This world you're in now,
It doesn't have to be alone,
I'll get there somehow, 'cos
I know I know I know
When, even springtime feels cold.

But I will learn to breathe this ugliness you see,
So we can both be there and we can both share the dark.
And in our honesty, together we will rise,
Out of our nightminds, and into the light
At the end of the fight...

You were blessed by a different kind of inner view: it's all magnified.
The highs would make you fly, and the lows make you want to die.
And I was once there, hanging from that very ledge where you are standing.
So I know
I know
I know,
It's easier to let go.

But I will learn to breathe this ugliness you see,
So we can both be there and we can both share the dark.
And in our honesty, together we will rise out of our nightminds
And into the light at the end of the fight.

...and in our honesty, together we will rise out of our nightminds
And into the light... at the end of the fight...

so what hae i been up to as of late? not that much. work. homework. parties. making a skirt. the ususal :D
cept from tomorrow its back to the regime of school.
its hard to sit there all day, while youre wanting so much to be outta there and off travelling somewhere. anywhere. but i figure to do that i gotta get money, which means finish school, work then travell a bit then do uni or whatever, then i can travell a lot more once i get a job that will let me travel. so yeh.

am rambling.. sorry.

amnd i had better go. so bye for now.
XX

Sun, 01 Feb 2004 10:19:20 GMT

*random thought*

if i had to pick one way to die, i'd pick death by chocolate.

*end random thought*

Fri, 26 Dec 2003 22:22:52 GMT

it was bound to happen...

you know the drill..

comment if you, for some reason, want to be a friend, and i'll friend you back, etc etc.

Mon, 22 Dec 2003 21:56:23 GMT

the rest of the survey..

*this or that*
396. pierced nose or tongue? nose
397. be serious or funny? Seriously funny! :P
398. single or taken? I’m happy taken at the mo :D
399. simple or complicated? Happy medium.
400. law or anarchy? Whatever’s fairest.
401. mtv or vh1? meh
402. 7th haven or dawson’s creek? neither
403. sugar or salt? chocolate
404. silver or gold? silver
405. tongue or belly button ring? none.
406. chocolate or flowers? Chocolate flowers
407. angels or miracles? Angels ARE miracles
408. color or black-and-white photos? Bw look sweet. Sometimes colour works best tho.
409. sunrise or sunset? Both are special.
410. m&m’s or skittles? SKITTLES!!!
411. rap or rock? rock
412. stay up late or sleep in? both
413. tv or radio? both
414. hot or cold? cold
415. tall members of the opposite sex or short? tall
416. sun or moon? both
417. what time is it? 16:40 on the 22nd dec.03
418. diamond or ruby? neither
419. left or right? right
420. 10 acquaintances or 1 bestfriend? 1bestfriend
421. vanilla or chocolate? Choc-vanilla
422. kids or not? kids
423. cat or dog? both.and bunnies.
424. half empty or half full? Just half.
425. mustard or ketchup? Tomato SAUCE…
426. newspaper or magazine? neither
427. spring or fall? both
428. give or receive? Both equally.
429. rain or snow? snow
430. lace or satin? satin
431. a year of hot sex or a lifetime of love? both, please
432. happy or sad? One is not without the other..
433. corduroy or plaid? ...?
434. wonder or amazement? Wonder.
435. sneakers or sandals? barefoot
436. mcdonalds or burger king? neither
437. blondes or brunettes? Don’t know.
438. mexican or italian food? Both
439. lights on or off? Depends what were talking about here lol ;-)
440. duct tape or scotch tape? What for?
441. candy or soda? both
442. a house in the woods or the city? Woods
443. pepsi or coke? both
444. nike or adidas? neither

*love life*
445. do you have a crush: yeh. And its more then that.
446. whats his or her name: mine
447. how old are they:a little younger then me
448. how long have you liked him or her: weve been together a month or so
449. if you could kiss anyone in the world, who would it be: jhonny depp!!! Lol. Hee hee.
450. if you could date anyone in the world, who would it be: shrek. Hes so damn sweet.
451. what is the biggest turn off: when you kiss someone and they taste bad
452. what is the biggest turn on: touch.
453. do you prefer being the dumper or the dumpee: neither, thanks.
454. do you think there is a person for everyone: well, maybe there is, maybe there isnt. I don’t know.
455. if yes, do you know who yours is: not yet.
456. where is the best place to be kissed: …”place” in what context? ;-) heh heh
457. where is the most romantic place to take a date: beach.
458. do you believe in love at first sight: maybe.
459. have you ever been in love: I think so.
460. what do you think love is: love is everything, and everyone. Love is harmony. Love is peace. Love is bliss. Love is that one perfect moment that seems to last forever. Love hurts, and it uplifts. Love is everything.
470. do you have a b/f or g/f: yes
471. do you want one: well, I have one, and I want him…
472. how long have you been together: month or so.
473. what do you like about your crush or b/f, g/f: everything
474. when was your first kiss: 13th nov. jo’s party. On her stairs, under a blanket.

*for (HETEROSEXUAL) girls and gay boys only* why???

475. what do you look for in a guy? Fun. Friendship. Love. Happiness. Mutual understanding. Healing hands.
476. tough or hardcore guys? ...??
477. sweet or innocent guy? sweet
478. smart or athletic guys? There can be both, you know…
488. favorite cologne on a guy? Meh
489. best gift a guy could give? Something he made, just for me. 490. flowers. . sweet or wasteful? Sweet.
491. sweetest guy you know? Window.

*for guys and lesbians only*oh okay
492. What do you look for in a girl? -
493. Describe your dream girl: -
494. Long hair or short hair on a girl? -
495. Strait or curly hair on a girl? -
496. Best gift a girl could give? -
497. Favorite perfume on a girl? -
498. Would you go out with an older girl? -
499. Girls with long or short nails? -
500. Sweetest girl you know? -

*past*
501. first grade teacher's name: don't remember
502. last word you said: “I might be down later”
503. last song you sang: “and isnt it ironic, don’t you think?” – good ole alanis morrisette.
504. last meal you ate: pasta with bolognaise. (vegetarian)
505. favorite childhood cartoon: not sure.
506. what did you hate most about skool: the kids and how they treated me…
507. last person you flipped off: -?
508. last song stuck in your head: ironic..
509. what line/verse: “an old man turned 98/wone the lottery and he died the next day……..” and so on and so forth.
510. last time you were burned: heating my back on the radiator *idiot me*
511. how: see above
512. last time you bled: today. My infected ear.
513. favorite game show as a child: none
514. what's in your cd player: alanis. :D
515. what color socks are you wearing: pink.
516. what's under your bed: an alien mothership.
517. what's the weather like: nice’n’frost *yay*
518. what is on your wall calender (i.E. Curious george, magnetic poetry): don’t have one..
519. what time did you wake up today: 7.
520. did you think it was earlier, later, or on time: …
521. who do you want to marry: you already asked
522. are you going to college: not yet
523. if so, how long do you want to go: ?
524. where do you want to go: ?
525. what is your career going to be: alien translator.
526. where are you going to live: on the planet of humberlifiggle
527. how many kids do you want: a few
528. kids names girls: gaelic names – sibhoan, eilidh.
529. kids names boys: gaelic names - euan, iain
530. where do you want your honeymoon: scotland, I’f im living in oz. Oz, if I’m living in scotland.
531. what kind of car will you have: one that works. Each panel a diff colour. :P
532. what kind of house will you have: a Tree House
533. do you like this survey? no
534. is this one of the best surveys you’ve ever taken? Haha. No.
535. how about the most unique? oh yeah
536. have you gotten most of these questions on another survey? rarely, i must admit.
537. do you like to answer questions? epsecially random questions.like "what color was denver the dinosaur's eyes??"… that’s just not funny now…
538. are you getting annoyed with this survey? YES
539. if you are, are you gonna delete questions off of the bottom cuz ur bored? No, it’s a personal test now..
540. whats your favorite kind of tree? Weeping willows
541. when you look at a person with lime green tights on, whats the first thing that comes to your head? Haha! Go you!

*whats the first thing that comes to your head when you hear/see*
542. a laptop: david
543. a mismatched person: go them.
544. a guy with long hair: nice
545. a guy with spiked hair: cool
546. a girl with spiked hair: I like it
547. a tree with no leaves: winter
548. a couch with a sheet over it: dust
549. ronnie: my counsellor guy who does nothing.
550. raphael: teenage mutant ninja turtles.
551. a guy wearing a necklace: meh
552. a girl wearing a hat: meh
553. a mall: ..shops??
556. abercrombie and fitch: uh ?
557. aeropostale: ?
558. hot topic: …
559. pacific sun: hum ?
560. saved by the bell: amusng, if only to laugh AT it..
561. boy meets world: same
562. beverly hills 90201: neva seen it.
563. a stereo system: watching terminator with surround sound when I was 3 or something and scaring the helloutta me.
564. a gun: no. Just no.
565. someone shout out “i’m eating peanuts!!!”: good for them :D
566. someone shout out “i have to pee!!”: didn’t need to know that…
567. someone shout out “whats the answer?!”: “42!”
568. a desk: need to clean mine
569. a teacher: …
570. a doctor: fine
571. what do you think of the questions they make you answer at the doctors office?: some are strange.
572. do you like the number 10? No probs with it…
573. what about 5? Dads fav no.
574. are you getting really bored now? yes
575. are you annoyed? Yes.
576. how many questions do you think this survey should have? Not as many as it has…
579. what are your last words? Damn this survey…
580. thats nice, the survey.. sucks : duh
581. do you have to pay bills? i've never payed any bills
582. do you want to pay bills? not that much.
583. how do you think your parents feel when they have to pay bills? Fuckitalltohell.
584. do you do your own laundry? When I get around to it.
585. do you clean all the bathrooms in your house? sometimes
586. how many bathrooms are in your house? one.
587. how many tv’s are in your house? 2-3
588. how many phones are in your house? A couple
589. how many tables are in your cafeteria? there's no cafeteria
590. how many beds are in your house? 5
591. how many couches are in your house? 2
592. what are you thinking about right now? Fuckitalltohell.
593. how many desks are in your math class? 3000.68
594. do you get a lot of math homework? no
595. do you hang out with your friends a lot? yup
596.are you getting sick of this survey? yes
597. have you seen clueless? years ago
598. what are your opinions of that movie? meh
599. did you think when you first started watching it that cher and josh were gonna get hooked up? Go away
600. did you think that christian was gay? …?
601. i did. if you didn’t, do you think you’re a tard? meh
602. if you had to pick a religion to be, what would you be? God is a jelly baby
603. what are you thinking about right now? my hands are too cold.
604. what is your favorite store in the mall nearest you? -
605. how long does it take to get to the mall nearest you? 20min
606. what is the mall called? Buchanan galleries. Or east kilbride, 20 mins or so also.
607. do they have a store called belk’s or filenes? no
608. how about a major sports store? Go away
609. is there a pet shop? no
610. whats your all time favorite font? i don't hvae a favourite font
611. what do you like better, lap tops or computers? laptops but i don't have one
612. spaghetti or ziti? i don't know "ziti"
613. macaroni w/cheeze or w/sauce? Macaroni w/cheese sauce :P
614. paintings or photos? both
615. stripes or solids? meh
616. basements or attics? attics
617. do you like crushes because of their looks or personality? Bit of both really (.. well, at least I’m honest)
618. life or no life? life
619. individual or just like everyone else? As individual as is possible.
620. loud or quiet? LOUD and quiet, depends on the situation.
621. shy or rambunctious? or what ?
622. refrigerator or freezer? -
623. carpet or tile? ...
624. marble or wood? Both are nice
625. plaid or stripes? -
626. stripes or dots? stripes
627. dots or lines? Isnt that the same thing?
628. now what time is it? 21:50 and I’m tired. Die.
629. monopoly or life? ??
630. uno or skip-bo? ?????????
631. beauty and the beast or aladdin? Neither
632. toy story 1 or toy story 2? toy story 2
633. armageddon or deep impact? deep impact
634. you’ve got mail or ever after? You’ll have mail for ever after :P
635. sound of muzick or my fair lady? dunno
636. bsb or n*sync? Kill em all.
637. dawn or sunny? dawn
638. light or dark? light
639. top or bottom? top
640. higher or lower? higher
641. left or right? right
642. big or small? What are we talking about here? :P
643. dad or mom? *no comment*
644. sitcoms or movies? movies
645. tv movies or real movies? real movies
646. scanner or xerox machines? scanner
647. church or mass ? church
648. boat or canoe ? hovercraft
649. ocean or lake? ocean
650. are you sick of this survey yet? yes
651. a lot? quite a lot actually.
652. more than you were b4 or the same? more
653. do you want me to stop now? please
654. are you sure? yes
655. okay, do you have any final thoughts? no
656. do you have more younger friends or older friends? both
657. look!! its question 657!!!!! : unbelievable.
658. is this one of the longest surveys you’ve taken? yes
659. is it the longest? yeeeeeeeess
660. is it interesting? fucking boring
661. would you ever like someone 3 years younger than you? Maybe.
662. when you like someone, do you tell them right away? never
663. do you wait for signs? Yeh. Duh.
664. whats your favorite letter of the alphabet? N
665. do you think that z is a cool letter? No.
667. so, do you have any final words? Fuckitalltohell
668. what time is it now? Time for you to f off.

random-ness

Mon, 22 Dec 2003 16:38:08 GMT

survey! wheee!

If I were a month, I'd be: september
If I were a day of the week, I'd be: sunday
If I were a time of day, I'd be: Sunset
If I were a planet, I'd be: mars
If I were a sea animal, I'd be: leafy sea dragon.
If I were a direction, I'd be: east north east
If I were a sin, I'd be: pride
If I were a historical figure, I'd be: eve :P
If I were a liquid, I'd be: wet
If I were a tree, I'd be: weeping willow
If I were a bird, I'd be: wedge-tailed eagle
If I were a tool, I'd be: screwdriver ;-) heh heh lol
If I were a flower/plant, I'd be: daisy.
If I were a kind of weather, I'd be: summer storm
If I were a musical instrument, I'd be: acoustic guitar
If I were an animal, I'd be: a horse
If I were a colour, I'd be: purple
If I were an emotion, I'd be: joy
If I were a vegetable, I'd be: pumpkin. of the queensland blue variety.
If I were a sound, I'd be: (australian) magpies in the morning..
If I were an element, I'd be: fire
If I were a car, I'd be: paddock-basher.
If I were a song, I'd be: ironic by alanis morrisette
If I were a movie, I'd be: a good one :P
If I were a book, I'd be: nukkin ya
If I were a food, I'd be: sweetcorn and potato chowder
If I were a place, I'd be: scotland. or prague.
If I were a material, I'd be: fuzzy
If I were a taste, I'd be: vanilla
If I were a scent, I'd be: jasmine
If I were a religion, I'd be: buddhism
If I were a word, I'd be: pollywaffle
If I were an object, I'd be: a chair
If I were a body part, I'd be:an eye
If I were a subject in school, I'd be: philosophy
If I were a cartoon character, I'd be: spongebob squarepants
If I were a shape, I'd be a: random shape
If I were a number, I'd be: 6.35

~~~~~

and heres the first half of a LONG survey i discovered randomly to fill time..

what time is it? 15:23 scotland time
*the basics*
1. full name: the coconut fairy :P
2. birthday: dec 6th
3. location: glasgow
4. where else have u lived: ozstralia
5. school/mascot/colors: …
6. zodiac sign: saggittarius
7. shoe size: yes
8. height: somewhere between 5’6” and 5’7”
10. pets: dog. Host fams pet. I got 2 at home.
11. siblings: 4
12. eye color: green/blue/brow with orange flecks
13. hair color: natural red *yay fer me*
14. hair length: below shoulders now.
15. ever dyed your hair?: don’t want to. Like it the way it is.
16. what color?: -
17. grade: …
18. are you good in school?: I’m doin fine.
19. hobbies: singing (badly) dancing(badly) sport, hanging with my pals, hugging, snuggling, kissing, daydreaming, being a hippy, and many other random things.
20. nicknames: “the aussie girl” “skippy” “nic” “nicoke” “the cock” “vegemite” and various unrepeatable things.
21. what languages do you speak? English, and a wee bit of french. And I can say “hot orgy” in portugeuse
22. do you play sports? Anything I can get my hands on.
23. where were you born? oz
24. are you a night or a morning person? I wake up at night, even if I’m tired during the day.
25. are you ticklish? Only when I’m turned on. No, really. Its weird.
26. do you believe in god? Of sorts, yes. But not the convetional God…
27. do you have any other screen names?: yes.
28. what are they?: mine.
29. do you have braces?: used to.
30. do you have glasses/ contacts?: no.

*getting personal*
31. what do you want to be when you grow up? A leafy sea dragon.
32. what was the worst day of your life? Possibly the day I realised that my best friend was dead and she wasn’t coming back.
33. what is your most embarrassing story? How bout the day I fell over ice skating on live national tv?.. among other things….
34. what has been the best day of your life? The day I came into existance??
35. what comes first in your life? My friends. And my lover.
36. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush? Yes *hapy sigh*
37. what are you most scared of?: most things.
38. if you had an extra set of eyes where would you put them? On sticks. So they could be moved.
39. what do you usually think about before you go to bed?: hee hee ;-)
40. what do you regret the most?: things that were never said.
41. if you could do anything without consequences, what would you do?: if there were no consequences, nothing would happen. And there would be no point to doing it...

*favorites*
42. movie: … I don’t know. The two towers *loves aragorn doing the whole door entranceything.
43. song: too many!
44. band/group/singer: too many
45. store: the body shop. Smells sooo nice in there.
46. relative: toss-up between dad and bro.
47. sport: hockey. Played for 7 years or so, and I coach. Oh, and karate. And soccer. And swimming…
48. vacation spot: scotland! And I was there for a day, but hell, I LOVE prague!
49. ice cream flavor: coconut
50. fruit: apples. Watermelon. Apples. yumyum
51. candy: SKITTLES!! Wheeeeeee!!!!! *sugar rush*
52. car: anything.
53. class: toss-up between philosophy and drama.
54. holiday: christmas
55. day of the week: sunday
56. color: depends on my mood.
57. magazine: don't read magazines
58. name for a girl: Eilidh. Gaelic name *yay*
59. name for a boy: Euan. Ditto.
60. sports team: -
61. month: august. First that popped into my head.
62. man athlete: ---
63. female athlete: cathy freeman. Cos shes aboriginal and great.
64. actress: nicole kidman. I have a nicole fascination. Tho I think she used to be prettier then she is now *sad*
65. actor: hmm.. viggo mortensen. Cos of the aragorn thing. Tho he looks funny in real life…
66. tv show: -
67. web site: this’ll do :D
68. animal: too many to choose one.
69. e-mail buddy: At the mo, my mad pal David
70. joke: you! Haha!…or not… *cant think of any*
71. saying: aha! I have you now! *hugs leg*
72. word: pollywaffle
73. brand of shoes: …
74. radio station: whatevers decent at the time.
75. room in your house: bedroom. Cos I can sit in there with my music and sing/dance/dream.
76. concert you have been to: oh god *dies* foo fighters/red hot chilli peppers.. soo damn fine.
77. cd: at the mo, I’m having a dido fase.
78. president: don't like presidents
79. salad: chicken.
80. meat: chicken
81. pizza topping: cheese. And more cheese.
82. state: -
83. city: prague I love glasgow. And prague. And venice. And salzburg. And brisbane. And…
84. lake: loch lomond.
85. ocean: any!
86. place to be: scotland
87. smell: jasmine. That after-summer-storm smell. Mmm…
88. sound: (australian) magpies in the morning. Miss the buggers.
89. taste: you! Mwahahaha!
90. feeling: snuggling with my other half
91. college: -
92. number: 6
93. book: too many
94. teacher: mr stewart (philosophy) or Mr roy (drama)
95. grandma: -
96. grandpa: -
97. cereal: not sure

*not so favorite*

98. car: -
99. color: greeny-brown.
100. teacher: english teacher aka The Bitch
101. class: Maths. Boring.
102. day of the week and why: Monday. *sings* I don’t like Mondays, I don’t like Mondays…. Actually, I like all days…
103. holiday: i like all the holidays
104. season: i like all the seasons.
105. month: -
106. sport: golf. Its slow. And boring. Same for crickit, tho I don’t mind playing that…
107. sports team: english rugby team *humilliated*
108. male athlete: -
109. female athlete: -
110. movie: titanic
111. actress: kirsten dunst. Not sure why. Just cos.
112. actor: not sure…
113. tv show: neighbours… *grr*
114. web site: -
115. food: crap food
116. drink: coffee
117. band: … not sure
118. male singer: -
119. female singer: brittany spears. She gets on my nerves.
120. animal: -
121. store: hmm….
122. video rental store: -
123. e-mail buddy: -
124. joke: …
125. saying: “just kiddin ya on” – friends mock-slag people then say this in the same breath and its like, yes we realise you are just joking, and saying that so quickly only ruins the whole thing…
126. word: jake.
127. brand of shoes: -
128. Radio station: -
129. Room in your house: -
130. concert you have been to: libety X
131. cd: -
132. president: all of them
133. salad: i dunno...a 3 days old salad?
134. meat: pork
135. pizza topping:anchovies
136. state: -
137. city: edinburgh. Cos its stuck up and packed with tourists.
138. lake: -
139. ocean: -
140. place to be: london underground, rush hour, delayed trains.
141. smell: port-a-loos
142. sound: ripping material
143. taste: vegemite
144. feeling: depression. It scares me when I get depressed.
145. letter: -.. what sort of a question is that???
146. date: …
147. book: …
148. vacation spot: I don’t know..
149. grandma: -
150. grandpa: -
151. cereal: same as salad?

*in the past 24 hours have you*
152. had a serious talk? yes.
153. hugged someone? All my friends. And jo’s leg :P
154. fought with a friend? no
155. cried? Almost. But I kept it out.
156. laughed? Yeah I did indeed. *euans “bunny suicides” book*
157. made someone laugh?I think so.
158. bought something? A bus ticket
159. cut your hair? no
160. felt stupid? Who doesn’t?
161. talked to someone you love? Yes.
162. missed someone? yes..

*have you ever*
163. done drugs? no
164. eaten an entire box of oreos? no
165. been dumped? No
166. had someone be unfaithful to you? No. thank god.
167. watched punky brewster? huh ?
168. hiked a mountain? Yes. A few times
169. stayed home on saturday night, just because? yes
170. been in love? yes
171. seen the white house? Don’t really fancy it. If I did, I’d be tempted to throw eggs at it.
172. seen the eiffel tower? Not yet
173. tried smoking? Don’t want to.
174. drank alcohol? Yeh. But responsibly.
175. smoked marijuana? never
176. played monopoly? Yup. And won it, too.
178. seen titanic? gah.
179. kissed someone? Yeh *yay for me*
180. french kissed someone? Yeh ;-) tis good.
181. lost your virginity? Not yet.
182. tried sushi? Uh huh
183. jumped on a trampoline? Yes.. who hasn’t??
184. visited another country? yes
185. colored in a coloring book(and had fun)? Yup :D
186. had a bubble bath? I love bubble baths. I remember when we filled dads bath so the room was actually just full of bubbles. Then we made tunnels through it.
187. been on a motorcycle? Yup
188. been on a boat? Yup
189. been on a train? Yup :D
190. been in a car accident? no
191. ridden an elephant? no
192. made a web page? yup
193. played with barbies? yes
194.stayed up all night?many a time
195. shoved stuff under your bed to make your room look clean? haha yes:)
196. broken a bone? My left little toe.
198. watched jerry springer? no
199. gotten in trouble for talking in class? On the odd occasion
200. been afraid of the dark? yes
201. been in the hospital(not visiting)? yes
202. had stitches? never
203. dumped someone and regretted it? No
204. went out with more than one person at a time? never
205. lied? Only white ones...
206. been arrested? never
207. fallen asleep in class? almost
208. used food for something other than to eat? … in what sense?
209. met a celebrity? Not particulaly
210. broken the law? the law of the gravity
211. ever loved someone so much it made you cry? of course
212. hated yourself? a long time ago,yes
213. been brokenhearted? ..yes…
214. broken someone’s heart? Not that I’m aware of.
215. wanted to kill someone? Yes. But that thought scared me.
216. fell off a chair?: twice maybe in my entire life
217. lap danced? No.. but it sounds fun :P
218. been in fight with family? of course . heh heh I threw a ladle at my older bro…
219. been in a cat fight? nope.

*do you*
220. like to give hugs? I am the hug monster!!*hugs the world*
221. like to walk in the rain? I don’t walk in it, I dance in it.
222. sleep with or without clothes on? Dempends what mood I’m in.. :P
223. prefer black or blue pens? Purple.
224. dress up on halloween? Yup :D
225. have a job? not anymore
226. like to travel? Hell yeah/
227. like someone? Yup. And they know I do :P 2
28. sleep on your side, tummy or back? Side/tummy-ish.
229. think your attractive? On the odd occasion, yes.
230. want to marry? Maybe. We shall see.
231. have a goldfish? No.
232. ever have the falling dream? Yeh. And I bounced…
233. have stuffed animals? yes
234. go on vacation? Yup

*other*
235. do you belive in the horoscopes: kind of
236.like your handwriting: sometimes
237. if you could be anybody, who would you be and why: me.
238. what superhero would you be: catwoman. Sexy as hell.
239. do you have any piercings: yes. Ears. The normal, and the cartlidge.
240. any tattoos: nope
241. if so where: -
242. if not, where and what do you want: don’t really want tattoos that much. Maybe more piercings tho…
243. are you picky: depends
244. what makes you cry: movies. The thought of leaving. The thought of losing everything I’ve gained this year.
245. what makes you mad: george bush. ‘nuff said.
246. what do you think of eminem: hes a character…
247. who do you admire: animals. Their life is so simple.
248. do you like cartoons: if I’m in the mood.
249. do you believe in the devil: not in the conventional sense.
250. what is the one place you have to visit before you die: brazil
251. what did you do today: wake up
252. where do you work: i don't
253. do you even have a job you lazy bum: no.a nd I’m an exchange student, not a lazy bum.
254. are your 'rents lame: theyre ok.
255. do you own a miniskirt: yes, I have a few. None too short tho.
256. do you own a lava lamp:no, but I want one :P
257. what is the farthest your have traveled: here
258. who is a diva: …
259. what kind of shampoo do you use: whatever I grab first.
260. what about conditioner: same
261. do you use big words to sound smart: I use them just for therandomness if it all
262. when you get mad, do you swear a lot: yup.
263. how many cars does ur family own?: 3. mum, step dad and bro all have one.
264. what kinds.. years?: -
265. name something that comes in threes: ¼ dozen eggs :P
266. ever worn black nail polish: no
267. do you have hairy arms: only the 5th one.
268. how many sheets are on your bed: 1
269. whats under your bed: an alien spaceship.
270. do you have your own tv and vcr: no.
271. do you believe in fate: sort of
272. do you see dead people: possibly.
273. are you a good speller: I do well.
274. what is your lucky charm: my Iron maiden sweatband my sO stole from a concert for me.
275. why do you drive on a parkway and park on a driveway: because that demonstrates the meaning of life – JUST BECAUSE!

276. do you like little kids: we work well.
277. are you talented: talented at what exactly? ;-)
278. if so, how: twisting innocent things into not-innocent things.
279. ever hugged a tree: yes. Twas fun.
280. do you watch the weather channel while getting ready in your hotel room on vacation: nope. I look out the window.
281. do you ever steal anything from hotels: like shampoos and small things? Yes.
282. ever seen a ghost: I’m not sure what it was.
283. how about an alien: I am one! Mwahahaha!
284. do you beleive in either of them: yes.

*what do you think about*
285. abortion: horrible decision.
286. bill clinton: not much.
287. smoking: personally I don’t like it.
288. eating disorders:people need to be happy being themselves!
289. rap: meh
290. jerry springer: i don't think about him
291. suicide: is the easy way out. And that’s why I wont do it.
292. south park: meh
293. summer: too hot
294. tattoos: ouch
295. piercing: can be ok, unless over-the-top.
296. make-up: not really
297. drinking: ok in moderation.
298. guys: yay.
299. girls: I love the female form.

*what do you think when you hear this name*
300. jennifer: vaguely tart-ish friend of mine
301. leah: lesbian *go her*
302. megan: that girl at home.
303. brandon: interesting name…
304. christina: Kristina.
305. angela: Angelika
306. courtney: hockey team-mate
307. jeff: scott’s middle names jeffry.
308. mike: microphone
309. nikki: ME
310. ryan: “saving Ryan’s privates” tee hee
311. lauren: small glaswegian girl.
312. derek: the mad hockey guy who broke his hockey stick over someones head and was banned from the local club.
313. lisa: mah wee sister.
314. kristi: that other girl from home.
315. matt: Damon
316. holly: Valance *kill her*
317. jackie: hee hee.. Chan..
318. cait: lyn
319. caroline: carole
320. joseph: and the technicolour dreamcoat
321. seb: astion
322. patrick: ireland
323. erin: ezz fae home.

*friends*
333. friends: they know who they are.
334. best friend: I have a few.
335. spend most time with: jen. Cos I’m living with her .
336. best house: jen’s.
337. funniest: cheryl
338. smartest: … ME! Haha. No, I don’t know. Poss euan.
339. hottest: David.
340. strongest: ME!
341. most athletic: me, maybe…
342. knows you the best: jen/david
343. most outgoing: all of em.
344. most shy: jen
345. always negative: andy
346. which one let the dogs out: we all did it, together. :P
347. most trustworthy: Euan
348. most fun to be with: all of them.(d)
349. biggest flirt: most of em, mainly rowan.
350. best dressed: not sure… ashley
351. best eyes: window. Cos his are the same weird colour as mine are.
352. most depressed: not sure.
353. one to gossip with: i don't gossip
354. sweetest: window/euan/david
355. who has the best room: -
356. who follows you: they are my minions, what do you expect???
357. who do you follow: I’d follow most of em to hell and back, if I had to.
358. who do you pretend to like but cant stand: kim gets on my nerves sometimes, but I do actually like her.
359. do you make friends easily: I do well.
360. are you intimidated by any of your friends: no. cos I’m stronger then most of em! :P
361. if u were stranded on a desert island then who, out of your friends, would u want to be there with u: my lover.
362. who do u think would help u the most if u were in trouble: david/jen/euan/jo/rowan/window/ashley/cheryl/amanda..
363. who do u think would risk their life to save yours: I wouldn’t ask them to.
364. who is the most popular: euan. Everyone loves him. Lucky boy.
365. who is the most unpopular: none :p
366. who do u want to go to college with: every single one of them.
367. who do u wish could be part of your family: they all are.
368. who is the biggest junk food junkie: -
369. who would do anything for 1 million buckssome would do anything for 10 bucks :P
370. who do u think has the nicest siblings: …not sure…
371. who do u think has the nicest mom: kim. Cos her mum got me champagne for my b’day hee hee
372. who do u think has the nicest dad: i dunno their dads
373. who do you have the most inside jokes with: diff jokes for diff ppl.

*spelling*
374. megan or meghan: megan.
375. lacey or lacy: neither
376. steven or stephen: either
377. kurt or curt: curt
378. caryn or karen: karen
379. mark or marc: mark
380. bradi or brady: neither
381. eric or erik: ditto
382. corrine or carine: ditto again…
383. kari or carrie: carrie
384. jackie or jackqui: jaqui
385. deseray or desiree: erk
386. jayde or jade: jade
387. amy or aimee: amy
388. brandi or brandy: brandi
389. chelsea or chelsey: chelsea
390. katelyn or kaitlyn: kaitlyn
391. ashley or ashleigh: either
392. geoffrey or jeffrey: geoffrey
393. their or there: theyre both right..
394. two, too, or to: theyre all right.
395. here or hear: ditto….. duh.

hee hee

Mon, 22 Dec 2003 13:41:21 GMT

*HUGS* TOTAL!
give coconut_fairy more *HUGS*

Get hugs of your own

Sun, 14 Dec 2003 19:47:54 GMT

i like this thought...

Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals dying of nothing. ~Redd Foxx

know me, love me

Sat, 13 Dec 2003 17:04:28 GMT

:P heres the story of moi..

LAYER ONE:

-- name: i Am the Coconut fairy. that is all you need to know. :P

-- birthplace:Golburn, Ozstralia

-- current Location: Scotland! *yay*

-- eye color: purple! (i wish) .. greeny-bluey-brown with orange bits.

-- hair color: red/ginger NOT ORANGE! .

-- height: Somewhere around 5'6"-ish.

-- righty or lefty: Righty

-- zodiac sign: Saggittarius

LAYER TWO:

-- your heritage: Scottish/english/apparently also aboriginal but i'm not certian about that family rumor..

-- the shoes you wore today: nothing. inside all day *slippers*

-- your weakness: emotions. damn them. and ice-cream.

-- your fears: losing everyone i love.... again...

-- your perfect pizza: cheese! and tomato! and cheese! and cheese! and....

-- goal you'd like to achieve: scuba diving.

LAYER THREE:

-- your most overused phrase on AIM: lol :P

-- your thoughts first waking up: ...mmmph.. *rols over*... snorrreee...

-- your bedtime: around 11-ish

-- your most missed memory: my friend i dont have any longer... shes in heaven now.

LAYER FOUR:

-- pepsi or coke: whatever's there.

-- mcdonald's or burger king:neither

-- single or group dates: depends on the situation. sometimes you need to be alone ;-)

-- adidas or nike: meh.

-- lipton ice tea or nestea: i repeat - meh.

-- chocolate or vanilla: choc-vanilla.

-- cappuccino or coffee: neither. hot chocolate.

LAYER FIVE:

-- smoke: no. never.

-- cuss: not that much, actually.

-- sing: on the odd occasion :P.

-- take a shower everyday: love showers

-- have a crush: confused, more like

-- do you think you've been in love: i dont know. i think i might have been, but i kept it a secret and eventually worked my way out of it. i love certian people, but not in that sense.

-- want to go to college: we shall see

-- like(d) high school: doesny bother me

-- want to get married: Eventually, yes.

-- believe in yourself: sometimes yes, sometimes no

-- get motion sickness: not really.

-- think you're attractive: on the VERY odd occasion.

-- think you're a health freak: not really

-- get along with your parent(s): generally....

-- like thunderstorms: love the buggers.

-- play an instrument:kinda flute.

LAYER SIX:

in the past month...

-- drank alcohol: yeh. champagne. on my b'day *yay fer me*

-- smoked: no..

-- done a drug: no.

-- had sex: no.

-- made out: yeh :D

-- gone on a date: yup

-- gone to the mall?: i suppose..

-- eaten an entire box of oreos: er... no.

-- eaten sushi: no *boo hoo*.

-- been on stage: yep:D i was "corruption" ;-).

-- been dumped: No.

-- gone skating:no, but i'm going next friday. :)

-- made homemade cookies: not as such.

-- gone skinnydipping: heh heh too cold!.

-- dyed your hair: no, i ♥ my hair just the way it is

-- stolen anything: Never have.

LAYER SEVEN:

ever...

-- played a game that required removal of clothing: almost. and i will next time the game comes up ;-)

-- if so, was it mixed company: Yes.

-- been trashed or extremely intoxicated: no. never. and i never want to. .

-- been caught "doing something": not really, unless you cound making out woth a friend spying on us...

-- been called a tease:no, not that i'm aware of.

-- shoplifted: Nope.

-- changed who you were to fit in: i changed myself specifically NOt to fit in, because i hated the way everyone was trying to meake me something i wasnt, and i ended up losing the realy me in an attemp to do the very opposite of what everyone wanted.

LAYER EIGHT:

-- age you hope to be married: when it feels right.

-- numbers and names of children:who knows at my age?

-- describe your dream wedding: on a beach. sunrise or sunset. or in scotland, in a ruined castle surronded by purple heather and a loch. *sigh* so romantic

-- how do you want to die:happy

-- where you want to go to college: i want to come back to scotland

-- what do you want to be when you grow up: happy

-- what country would you most like to visit: every where. i want to see, do and experience every part of this amazing and diverse world.

LAYER NINE:

in a guy

-- best eye color? doesnt really matter..... but i used to have thing for "chocolate" eyes :P

-- best hair color? I like dark hair, but it's not that big a deal

-- short or long hair: long-ish. i like that. but again, if its short, i dont mind.

-- height: Preferably taller than me, seems slightly odd if theyre not.

-- best weight: just nice. however, it also depends on the person...

-- best articles of clothing: dont know..

-- best first date location: movies.. i dont know.

-- best first kiss location: well, from experience, prague:P but whatever

LAYER TEN:

-- # of drugs taken illegally: Zero.

-- # of people i could trust with my life: a few, actually.

-- # of CDs that i own: 20-odd.

-- # of piercings: Two holes in each ear lobe, and one in the left ear cartilage.

-- # of tattoos: Zero- never will be any.

-- # of scars on my body: i have a hole in my leg, a few scars from oysters while snorkelling, a few on the back on my legs, im sure theres more..

-- # of things in my past that i regret: not that much.

Sat, 13 Dec 2003 16:16:24 GMT

i'm happeeee..
and the background i have here is a comic i stole from http://www.tuesdaycomic.com/
so thanks fer that! :P
bye for now.